www.jasonnewland.com - free chronic pain relief

Hi

I've been a bit out of circulation the last couple of days, due to not feeling too good.

It may be due to the weather change here in the UK. (why did I say UK? It's not like weather in another country is gonna affect my health).

The weather has changed from really warm - really cold. not liking it. Just feeling a bit rubbish, & unfortunately I still have to go out. I have
an appointment at the job centre. I have cancelled everything elase I had planned today.

I couldn't get out of the job centre interview, as it's my unemployment interview. If I don't turn up, I won't get any money. (that's if they pay me anything?)

Even with a big jumper I'm still cold. I hav the coldest bedroom in the world. Even Penguins avoid it.

Ironically, my head is peeling from sunburn 4 days ago.???????????????????????????? Now I'm getting frost bite in my left buttock.

The good news, is --- big Brother starts here in uk, tonight. Yahoooo!!! That saves me trying to think of something to do for the next 3 months.
I love BB - its great. By the way, BB = Big Brother. Not Big Boobs. Although, if I had to choose between them????

Anyway, I'm looking forward to getting well again. Although I think I feel better than I did yesterday.

Oh yeah, a wierd thing happened earlier. I waas sitting eating a banana toasted sandwich (the type of food I was eating isn't realy relevant to this story)
& I heard a loud buzzing in my right ear (again, I probably heard the buzzing in both ears, but the predominent volume level was on my right side) I looked
down & there was a huge hornet sitting on my right shoulder. I was so shocked, I nearly stopped eating.
It was huge. That's pretty much the end of the story really. Not much else happened after that, I just put it outside. Mabe I need to work on that story
& inject more drama. Perhapse a love story that ended suddenly due to an unusual tree activity.

So, gotta go & pretend to tidy my room.

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

www.myspace.com/buddhistjay

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

Hi

Tomorrow is my last day ar work.

I've been a little concerned about my future, concerning earning an income.

Well, the time has come & I guesse I just have to get on with it. I am having leaving lunch with a few people from work
tommorrow. And that'll be that. I'm not having a leaving do as such. Also, I can't really drink much at lunch as I'm leading
a group relaxation session at 4pm.

So, thats me really. Don't know what I'm gonna do at all. I intend to continue with my website & pain relief & relaxation sessions online.
I'd like to also increase the amount of sessions I do with people locally, but that will have to be later on, as I need to focus on
immediate financial situation.

I'm now going to watch tv.

www.jasonnewland.com

www.myspace.com/buddhistjay

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

Hello

I did 2 group sessions today. They were both good. They seemed to go well.

I've got the afternoon off tomorrow.I'm not doing any group sessions.The next one is next monday.

Work is getting very boring indeed. It just seems a bit pointless going there. I'm glad it's only 5 hours a day. Also only 4 days left of working there.
It's gone so quick.

I've re-thought my financial situation & I've decided to put a donation box back on my website. I just need to get enough tio live on.
I only need £450 per month to get by. That's not a huge amount.

I'm not sure if anyone will make a donation, but it's worth a go.

The other alternative,is possibly selling all my belongings on ebay. Admittedly not my first choice.(I wonder why?)

I'm going to continue building my website & promoting my free relaxation & chronic pain relief service. I'm looking at mabe even doing
a live online broadcast. Stay tuned.

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

www.myspace.com/buddhistjay

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

Hi

I had a pretty average day today. Slightly tired but feeling ok.

I've only 0ne week left till I leave my job. My last day is next wednesday.

It's community night in 10 minutes & then afterwards, I'll watch tv & upload my blog.

The group session I lead today was with just one person - a member of staff. But I've been assured that tomorrow
will be alot more people. Heres hoping.

I worked on my cv today at work, & it's come together alright. Quite neat. I think I'm
just going to go for some agency work - 2 or three days a week. That'll do me. I won't start for a couple of weeks.

Oh yeah - I'm experimenting with Sainsburys basics (cheap food). I'm giving it a go, & if it's ok
I'll start making it my main food. MMMM - yummy - poverty - yahoo!!!

Anyway - that's me - I'd better go downstairs & pretend to be attentive.

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

www.myspace.com/buddhistjay

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

It's half past 5 in the afternoon here in sunny ipswich. Not sunny much, more rainy & a bit chilly.
The weathers changed a bit, but overall, its been the hotest spring for a long time apparently.
According to people who keep records of all the days wether activities over the last 200 years.

Why?

Thats gotta be abit of a boring job, I reackon. No offence, to those who do it.

Anyway, heres me talking about the weather - a very british thisng to do, don't you know.

I was up very late last night again, watching the sopranos. It was good. So, this morning, when I finally managed to crawl out
of bed, i felt rather tired indeed. SO, i had a bit of a nap when I got home. I'm now feeling more refreshed.

I will be watching the simpsons then I'll have some food. I'll continue this web stuff & then I think I'll have an early night.

Work is ok, if not a bit pointless. Only 7 more working days left till i retire. I worked on getting together some kind of
CV - so i can send it out or give it to agencies in a few weeks. I am considering joining some temp agencies & just working 2 or 3 days a week.

Oh yeah - contrary to yesterdays blog entry, i've decided not to ask for donations from my website.Don't ask me why, i just don't feel right.

So, I will look for either some kind of sponsorship so I can continue my free services, or just continue part time & work part time.
Either way, I have every intention of continuing with my free work as its really important to me.

I'd better go & peel some potatoes now.

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

www.myspace.com/buddhistjay

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

Hi

I have worked today & also lead my relaxation session tonight. It went well. It's really good to hearthe benefits that those who attend have experienced.
It makes what I do worthwhile.

Yesterday, I came to a decision. I've decided to accept donations on my website. I've tried to avoid acepting money from anyone for
my free services, but now I'm going to be without work & also the amount of time I spend on my business, means I had to review it.

I have had a lot of people over the months wanting to pay me for what I do online, but I've always said,"no".

perhapse its time that I started to realize that I can't continue spending all my time doing something that costs me money. And now that my job finishes
on 23rd of may, I will need to eat & pay my went. I don't actually need much money - only £450 per month will do me. Obviously, I won't be doing anything,
other than pay my rent & eating, but thats ok. I don't really mind.

I'm not sure how its going to go. Totally unsure.

Never mind I'll soon find out.

I went back to work today after a week off. I'm quite tired today, but had a sleep in the afternoon (I'm turning into a pensioner.)

The last 2 eisodes of The Sopranos are on tonight, so another late one for me.

xx

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

www.myspace.com/buddhistjay

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

I've just got back from the supermarket, & walked back in the pouring rain. Sometimes its nice
to get wet. I prefer to get wet coming home, rather than on the way somewhere.

I've spent the whole day working on my website & uploading my video to loads of websites. Very tiime consuming.

Things are looking ok, regarding the progression of my site. It's slowly growing. At the moment I am trying to add 10
news stories a day & my blog every day.

I also emiled my audio & video sessions to some members of my email list. Again, a very time consuming task. I know
I'm not making any money out of this, but I could really do with some help. It's a lot for one person to do on a daily basis.

The other thing that just happened is: I saw a girl I know from a job I used to have. I used to really like her - in a romantic way, but
nothing ever happened because she was always with someone, plus I don't think she was particularly interested in me in that way.

seeing her was nice, but has left me with quite a low painful feeling. I was walking home in a bit of a emotional frustration.

Anyway, it doesn't really matter I guesse. Oh yeah & I was then served on the counter by a girl I really like now. Shes very cheeky to me, which I seem to like for
some reason. She is way too young for me, so nothings going to happen there.

Most of the time I'm ok, keeping busy working on my web stuff & the relaxation/chronic pain relief & Buddhism - then
occasionally I feel so lonely inside. It never usually lasts for long, but It's not exactly pleasant whilst it's happening.

I don't particularly want to a relationship, but sometimes - I really could do with one. Aint I strange.

The financial situations is still on my mind. I'm not sure how I'm going to get by without any money ----??????

See ya x

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

www.myspace.com/buddhistjay

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

Had a power cut in my house this morning. I was just in the middle of uploading a video. Damn.

Had a meditation then the electricity came back on & I did a bit more web stuff. Then I went to di a group relaxation session, which seemed to go well.
I did a bit of a longer session & aimed it mainly at help with sleeping.

Then I went to see Spiderman 3. It was ok. Mabe it's me, but I found it a bit predictable. The effects were great.I liked the sandman.

Just got home & had a sandwich which I bought from sainsburies.

Oh yeah - our washing machine has broken down & we called an engineer. He arrived 10 minutes after the electricity went off.
So, he couldn't do anything to repair it. he is coming back on monday. My underpants are not happy.

Also, my mbile phone is playing up & only works when it feels like it.

Thats enough of my moaning.

I'm just going to continue working on my webstuff the rest of the night, till beddy byes.

www.jasonnewland.com

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jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

I spent first half of the day working on the web site & then I went & did 2 group sessions at 2 charities.

The sessions went well & I think I made the right choice in choosing my volunteering instead of the job. I just need to have a purposeful life.

I had a lovely email sent to me,from a lady in America (I think) saying how much My audio sessions helped her in sleeping. It makes all this work worthwhile.

I'm still trying to work out how I can raise some money to live on. I'm going to have to sort something out over the next month. But until that time, I'm
going to continue what I'm doing.

The relaxation group sessions went very well today. I do love doing it.

At the moment I'm looking at ways I can promote myself & my services. Although i want to keep my online services free, I will have to look at my options.
Hopefully, I'll figure something out. I do think it's important to keep my free audio & video sessions available to everyone.

One possibility is recording a professional relaxation session in a recording studio & then offering as a paid download. But also, keep the free live sessions available too.

Not sure at the moment, tme will tell.

I'm also looking at a way to send my downloads via normal hotmail email. At the moment it won't let me as files are too large.
It would be great, cos then I could just send the sessions to my email members & thats a done job.

Back to work, see ya later.

I'm currently litening to craig david on cd.

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

www.myspace.com/buddhistjay

HI

Here I am again. Mainly I've spent the whole day working on my webstuff. Altough I did leave my house at 3pm to go & lead a group relaxation sessions at the local drug rehab centre.

Thats was good. It was a pretty smaill group, but it seemsed to work fine & a couple of people who had been twice before said it was thier best time so far.

It's always nice to get possitive feedback.

I've felt a little bit tired today & I'm yawning as I write this. It'll soon be dinner time, as one of my housemates is cooking tonight. Saves a bit of time.

We'll all be getting together this evening as we do most wedneday evenings. It's our community night. We just get together, have some food 7 then have a tune in.

This tine in is basically, each person speaks about how they are, hopefully without interruption.That's it really. We also discuss any business regarding the house.

As far as the house being sold, that seems to be put on a back burner for now.

My tummy is now rtying to get my attention. it's like a puppy when it's hungry. Beg beg beg. It just don't stop.

So, thats it from me for another day, I havent even lookmed at the job section of the local paper yet, I'll look later.

See ya.

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

jasonnewland@hotmail.co.uk

Tuesday 8th May 2007

Well, here I am. I'm actually on holiday for the week. Funny as I actually leave my job on the 23rd of this month.

I was supposed to get to my new early morning cleaning job for the initial interview at 6.30am this morning. I really struggled to get out of bed, but eventually did. I had a banana & went outside & got my bike, which I havent used for a year.
When I went to ride it, I couldn't. The back wheel was jammed. So, I couldn't go anywhere.

I just went back to bed.

In all reality, If I struggle to get up at 6am, what am I gonna be like getting up at 4am? Thats what time I'll have to get uo to start at 5am every morning.

I've decided to just concentrate on my pain relief/relaxation work. I know I'm not making any money, but Its what I want to do. its what makes me feel as though my life is worthwhile.

I'll ccarry on as I am for a couple of months & then I may have to start selling my belongings to pay the rent. We'll see what happens.

That's it for me. I'm going to carry on with my web work untill bed time, then I'll continue tommorrow.

I'm doing a group session tommorrow, so that should be good. I may even tape it.

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com

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08 May 2007

busy all weekend

Hi

I have been working on promoting my website & my free services for h elast 3 days.

I start an early morning cleaning job, tommorrow. I mmet the boss at 6.30 am in the morning. Then I should start daily at 5am for 2 hours.

Early or what????

I'm now watchin the Sopranos on tv.

I'm not gonna get much sleep tonight. Also, tommorrow I have an interview at another cleaning company.

I'm not totally happy about doing cleaning work, but never mind.

love jason x

www.jasonnewland.com