I've just got back from the supermarket, & walked back in the pouring rain. Sometimes its nice
to get wet. I prefer to get wet coming home, rather than on the way somewhere.
I've spent the whole day working on my website & uploading my video to loads of websites. Very tiime consuming.
Things are looking ok, regarding the progression of my site. It's slowly growing. At the moment I am trying to add 10
news stories a day & my blog every day.
I also emiled my audio & video sessions to some members of my email list. Again, a very time consuming task. I know
I'm not making any money out of this, but I could really do with some help. It's a lot for one person to do on a daily basis.
The other thing that just happened is: I saw a girl I know from a job I used to have. I used to really like her - in a romantic way, but
nothing ever happened because she was always with someone, plus I don't think she was particularly interested in me in that way.
seeing her was nice, but has left me with quite a low painful feeling. I was walking home in a bit of a emotional frustration.
Anyway, it doesn't really matter I guesse. Oh yeah & I was then served on the counter by a girl I really like now. Shes very cheeky to me, which I seem to like for
some reason. She is way too young for me, so nothings going to happen there.
Most of the time I'm ok, keeping busy working on my web stuff & the relaxation/chronic pain relief & Buddhism - then
occasionally I feel so lonely inside. It never usually lasts for long, but It's not exactly pleasant whilst it's happening.
I don't particularly want to a relationship, but sometimes - I really could do with one. Aint I strange.
The financial situations is still on my mind. I'm not sure how I'm going to get by without any money ----??????
See ya x
love jason x
